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Reality Streaming's avatar

Thank you so much for reading this, Carson, and all your reflections! My favorite poetry teacher <3

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Hardeep Gill's avatar

Literally thought of you a few days ago and then this landed in my inbox. Sending love 🫶🏽

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k ✹ oracle bones's avatar

(same! ^ you came into the container of my mind a few days ago too)

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Reality Streaming's avatar

I heard you :)

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k ✹ oracle bones's avatar

your words make space to find peace through the daily dips in/out of Contrast... thank you hawa <3 so good to read you again

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Reality Streaming's avatar

<3 thank you, friend

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Ramin Daoud's avatar

Love… you just took me on such a beautiful human journey with you!

Every emotion and question you’ve written here landed deep in my heart.

“My mother doesn’t want anyone to know what’s going on with her, so I hold everything in out of respect for her sacred bubble.”

I know this feeling all too well. There’s so much to unlearn and relearn when it comes to this practice—we have a job to do, and I’m working on it too.

“Because I’m on ancestral timing these days.”

I need more about this in your next season—please, please share more!

“…the teachers tell us how important it is to ‘get lost in the hologram.’”

Well, now I understand what I’ve been doing all along… getting lost (lol).

“I felt a floodgate of grief and rage on those days; from the sheer magnitude of emotion, I couldn’t tell if it was mine, ancestral, or eternal.”

This hit me powerfully. I felt it. Deeply.

“Girl, you can’t be living in the light like that.”

The wisdom in this is everything. Our reality is rooted in contrast—I can’t just choose to live in one and be surprised when the other still exists. I have a lot of practicing to do when it comes to having the strength to face the dark, too.

“It’s tomorrow, and Season Two of Reality Streaming is coming. This I know.”

YES!! Counting down.

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Reality Streaming's avatar

Love you, Ramin jaan! Thank you for reading and engaging with this stream of subconscious musings. It's so good to be connected with you in all the ways <3

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Negine Sekandari's avatar

loved reading every word, sending you heaps of love hawa jaan 🤍

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Reality Streaming's avatar

tashakur, negine jaaaaan <3

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Rani's avatar

Beautifully and eloquently written. I love you 💕

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Reality Streaming's avatar

Love you, dear Rani <3

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Aotearoa's avatar

Hawa, love you, your New Zealand friend xx

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Dani Mercury's avatar

reading this is landing in all the places i need as im ushering myself through transition, and i echo the admiration that another person in this thread mentioned, for the commitment to reality. thank you from the bottom of my heart

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Reality Streaming's avatar

Thank you 💓

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